why?

why would you do that? im in the middle of working and you send me a text saying i love you. u havent said that to me for 15years. and you choose today to send it. i read the text it bought a tear to my eye, in fact a few. you told it to me by text, so does it really mean anything? im so confused. i dont know what to think anymore. have you really changed? ah shit.to eat a soul

upside down.

have you ever felt like you were upside down? well the whole of today it felt as if i was walking upside down, i even got a head ruch and slightly dizzy it was odd. and all because of olivia's analogy " everything is upside down because things get rotated when we see them, it is something to do with the eye thingy." what a confusing day...i aalso had a strange dream, that seemed soo realistic it was scary and when i woke up i pinched myself so many times. to eat a soul

saturday will be an amazing day, as there is so much romance in the air. it will be a clear sky and i will be lying on the grass with hillary staring at the stars and i will kiss her and she will kiss me back. it sounds perfect i only wish it would come true. well my birthday wish did. life is so much better now that im with you. i love you hillary to the moon and back and i want to be with you forever.to eat a soul

our New moon friend

new moon on saturday im stoked, yeh so hillary and i went around knocking on peoples doors asking for money for our relay 4 life team. and we knocked at this one ladys door and hillary mentioned something about the new moon on saturday, and this lady went off on how the new moon makes the earth seem colder, but something tells me she wasnt telling us everything she knew...to eat a soul

my pussy

i love my cat sooo much, she is a beautiful cat, bought all the way from england, she is now an old cat yet she still is as crazy as ever. she likes to sit in cardboard boxes and well.. just sit there looking around, its really cute. she also has a thing for those milk lid strips, the strips of plastic you have to pull off to open the lid. those things. she goes MAD over them. BUT... she doesnt like catnip, its trhe funniest thing ever she also doesnt chase laser pointers instead she ignores them.she likes cat mint, but only to sit and eat. my wittle pussy i wuv you sooo so much.to eat a soul

what a good day

today was a good day, it started with an interesting song being stuck in my head, oh my gosh, by usher feat will.i.am. i kinda liked it, i have also been crushing on this girl so today i asked her out, we were outside and it was raining, we walked around then i guess i kinda blurted it out a bit, and shocked her, but she said yes, and things are awesome. later we hung out after school wandering around peoples houses and such, after she went home, i splashed in puddles bare foot, till i was soaked it was nifty. as i was walking back in i saw a 7 of clubs lying on the ground so i took it and stuck it to my ceiling. today was a good day.to eat a soul

me likes :)

i like; gazing at the stars going for a walk and pretending getting attackeed by orcs. psssssh, when going on a drive, i stare out the window and imagine my self running on telegraph poles and swinging from tree to tree, long walks in general, cloudless nights, or when clouds cover half of the moon, making it look mysterious, i love getting mail, watering plants, being wet, splashing in puddles, swimming in my work clothes, listening to music that sounds like its talking, running, feeling the wind rush through my hair, reading stories, little funny poems. watching people die on television, playing hide n seek in the dark, wandering in the woods at 3am, climbing trees, windy days, crazy thunder and lightning, stroking animals, watching my fish, staring at bookcases, skipping to the pictures in textbooks, running round my house wearing a cape, playing pokemon, people that make me laugh, MUSIC, smelling flowers and incense sticks, pressing and drying flowers, dancing to music, scaring people, black lights, presuming i am totally safe from everything in my bedroom, saying rawr to little children when trying to scare them, sound of the keyboard when i type, chinese opera, tofu!, getting excited for the next phase in the moon, watching sun rise and sunset., HILLARY, little dogs, well. dogs in general, cats, all animals! going through old photo albums, snuggling with sparky, sitting on the beach, shinooks!, bird watching, eating, i like the feel of tears when they run down my face., bending wood, building stuff, cleaning, occasionally, listening to teachers when they say things that sound sexual., having arguments, i strangely like crying myself to sleep..., ZOKI!!!, the feel of peoples hair, playing with cards, watching people fall over, hugss, without vibrating boobs!, kisses on the neck, snuggling with people, i kinda like being verbally harrassed by people in the street., yah... that was fun, ill probably remember more...to eat a soul